It's unsettling how the pressure to make beautiful gifts for loved ones can overwhelm you - well, it overwhelms me - even when you absolutely love creating and giving.
I wrote about the need to simplify on my
other blog last week, and sewing was the catalyst for that post. All of a sudden it hit me that I needed to make '
better' gifts than last Christmas, last birthday, last baby....you name the celebration. The joy of giving began evaporating rapidly and I completely lost the gist of why we give in the first place - my focus was on my skills (or lack of!), and other people's expectations - and NOT on the gift I already have of being ABLE to sew, to create, to GIVE. I was so consumed with the gift that I had forgotten the love attached was something already wonderful that needed no skills. I think I learned many lessons last week from this one realisation.
I'm made in the image of the greatest Creator, and therefore I too want to use whatever ability I have to bring joy to others. When I finally worked through my dilemma (er, fear) I told those who needed to be told that I wouldn't be making many gifts this year and I sat down to peruse the latest Target catalogue. I felt my chest relax and and breath return...peace had come into my heart again.
And then what happened? I started to sew, I got
excited, I laughed at the joy that was bubbling up inside! You see, I had to take my eyes off ME.
My handmade giving is not about my skills as a sewer, but the love which I pour into each stitch, the prayers I pray for each recipient along the way. The true gift is something you cannot see.
So, I've been working on a few things this week. I have a wall-hanging almost finished, two cushions for a daughter just needing stuffing and closing, and an embroidery for another daughter's gift about half-way through. I also began
Esther Aliu's "Red Delicious" Block of the Month - this is the first block, I've cut out all the applique pieces and ironed them down tonight, but it may be a few days before I get time to stitch them. I love the reds! This Block of the Month is
FREE - see my sidebar for the link.

I saw these gorgeous fabrics this morning and bought them to make Christmas Day placemats...

...and I finished two more Amy Karol bags! I used fabrics from Anna Maria Horner's "Bohemia" range. One is for my gorgeous friend
Fiona, and the other is for a lady at my sewing group who asked me to make one for her niece who is coming out from Scotland next week.

I even found time today to bake - Rock Cakes, Jam Drops, and my 16yods's favourite - the old Choc Chip Cookies!
Take time to breathe this Christmas as you sew for loved ones and friends...you are loved for YOU, not for what you can make. ;-)